Yesterday was a new experience. It was the day I finally had my breakdown. He had asked me to come talk. He wanted to clear his chest.
He had previously asked me to come talk. He wanted to clear his chest. I was on the fence about it.
I was curious. I wanted to know what hurtful things would come out of his mouth next. I was mentally preparing all my come backs and slick remarks. I was ready to play defense and hit him where it would hurt. I wanted him to feel like shit just like I had the last six months. Smh…
But, I did not do it. Instead, I took a rain check. Followed by a couple more rain checks. I waited until I could fathom the idea without becoming infuriated. I am so glad I did.
By waiting I was able to enter the situation level headed with a clear train of thought. The first thing that he did was asked for a hug. I accepted the unfamilure